ay grabe...first time ko maging sneakkkky...i am just in awe of how he writes...so galing..bravo. wow, didn't expect that talaga..haaay.
okay, i just can't get over of how he turns his ideas into believable and interesting words..grabeeeee...i share his sentiments on things, and how the days are treating him..me too, i've realized that life isn't just all about the things you experience everyday..the rants..the things that you think some people may think of you..it's all about being a different person each day (in a good way) and being a better individual..which unfortunately, i am failing to be now..sad but soo effin true :(
for the past few months, i am constantly changing for the worst..people around me surely notices it especially my friends.."kung alam niyo lang"..is all i can think of everytime i talk to people and i say to them that i am just okay..it may seem that i am being too emotional again but i guess that's how i treat my life now..all is just plain simple and miserable..that's how i make it, and here i am regretting it..
one thing that's really bugging me is my job..yes, first few months is quite good..still adjusting and all..but then just last month, i've realized...grabe, hindi ko yata gusto ito, i have to prove something..sayang ang lahat ng effort to come out from a good university, and i will just end up like this..i guess this is one consequence when you really don't know what you want to do in life..no directions and all, just going with the flow..maybe because i'm still young to value my priorities..but it's never too late..i still have so many years, and i promise i don't wanna waste it anymore..i feel like everytime i walk into the halls of our office, i seem to ask myself "ano bang value ko dito?".."kailangan ko ba talaga gawin ito"?..super baba ng tingin ko sa sarili ko...ughhhh...sucks so bad but i have to bear with it at the moment...my plan next year is to really double my effort to find a new job, though i have started already, just keeping my options still open...to leave or to stay, because one thing's for sure, there will be something that's waiting for me...i don't know when or where or who (?)..but there is..i can feel it...i will have to patiently and cautiously wait for it.
Just a piece of thought: Patience is not only about waiting, it's putting into action something that you'll have to wait.
PATIENCE TRULY IS A VIRTUE. KUNG MAY PATIENCE NA SANTO I WILL BE A DEVOTEE. HEHEHE.
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