I will take God's medicine daily and it will bring healing into my life.

I don't know if it's just a coincidence or not. But that passage just struck me. I don't know, maybe because I just feel weak because of the crazy work schedule I had this month, or maybe I'm just physically sick. Anyhow, I am just worried that I may have some kind sickness or disease that can't be detected now. But still, GOD is still bigger compared to all of that.

Although I must admit, I may be very bad at times, I am still grateful that I have a clean conscience that warns me if I'm crossing the wrong path, or if I am slowly swallowed by temptation. Really life has its own ways of fooling you, you just have to be smart to combat those foolishness. Foolishness that stems from the earhtly and carnal things.

I just realized that if you go out to the real world, everything seems to be alright, even though it's not. It's like everything done by the majority are meant to be imitated, just to feel that you really belong. I admit that I sometimes am persuaded by the earthly things around me even though it's not really good, or it will not help me physically, mentally, emotionally, and most of all spiritually.
But I guess, it all depends on oneself, and for now, I am still immature when it comes to handling those things.

True enough that God's word will bring healing to me not only in the physical context. So I guess that's the cause why I feel uneasy and unhealthy now :(

this is it

Exactly a month from now will be my first day in my second job =)

I just can't believe it. Indeed God is working in mysterious ways. Despite my everyday rants on my current job, I still received an unexpected blessing. When I say unexpected, it's really OUT OF THE BLUE.

Story behind it, I passed my resume to an unknown referrer who is working at Citi late January. Got a call for an interview with the line managers last February 21, almost a month after that, got a call that I passed the interviews and is for job offer. Next thing I know, I am now signing the contract, passed my resignation letter, and will start next month.

This is really a blessing. I really think I don't deserve this. But I guess I'm one of the lucky ones. Hoping that I'll survive my work there. I know I will. I will give my very best there. I will be a better employee and a much responsible one.

THANK YOU LORD SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!

crazy

Ang crazy lang ng shifting namin this month. What the hell, from morning to midshift to regular to graveyard. Crazy as hell lang talagaaaaa anak ng sampung birhen yaaaaan. Wat da paking layp I have. My head is turning upside down because of that. But I am grateful that I have the Lord that gives me strength and the love I needed. HE is everything to meeeee :)

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Only God knows

So, after a hellish three weeks wait, Citi called me again, they said that I now passed the interview with the first line managers. But this time, I still have to wait for another week or two for the job offer..grrrrr hoping that it will be sooner than I expected. Really praying for it.

God knows how I am eager to resign in my current job. God knows how painstakingly hard I wake up every morning just to go to the office and spend another 8 hours or so, just thinking of how to freakingly escape in this company. I just really want to resign, as in right now. This time I am really sure and hopeful that I can now leave this company and transfer to my dream employer. God knows how much I want a bigger salary that will help me save more and maybe travel to the different places I want
to go to. God knows how I am willing to risk some other things just to be able to resign from this company. And only God knows how grateful and lucky I am to have this kind of opportunities even though I'm still young and immature to seem to handle these things.

But still, only God knows when the HR will call back for my much awaited job offer.

Only HE knows. And I know this time around, it will be sweeter =)

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:/

It's so hard trying to do something you don't like anymore, and it's much harder to wake up everyday, and trying hard again.