My struggle. My LORD.

I am in a new journey in my life. I am now facing a life full of challenges, excitement, sadness, tension, and then some. Truly it is hard to face the "real world" unlike the ideal, light, and immature university life wherein we have limitations and we were confined under the egos of our classmates, friends, and most especially our professors. Although I miss that kind of life, it's still is different when you go out there on your own, stand on your own, and face all the people as if everything's alright, and just by living with the status quo. But deep down inside, I am longing for something. I often think what will I became in the next two weeks or so. Will I be working in a bank? Corporate office? Field office? Broadcasting corporation? Call center? Will I work near or far from our home? Will I get a high or just enough pay? So many things are running on my mind. Really can't translate what I'm feeling. All I know is I am ready, eager, enthusiastic, and joyfully prepared to work and be financially stable. I can say that I am ready and willing to take all the challenges the real world has to offer. I am definitely missing the feeling of being stressed and working under pressure. I would say that I enjoy continuous work, and maybe a little bit of play. But what I'm just pointing out is that I need to get going! To contribute my skills and all other things that I may be able to offer. I'm really up to it.

But despite all these craziness and worldliness. Nothing still compares

in walking into a life of faith and not by what I see. Living a life with my Savior, Provider, Bestfriend, Mentor, Guardian, my Loving Father, the Lord Jesus Christ. Nothing is impossible to Him. All the uneasiness, tension, struggles, and problems are totally gone if we only submit to Him. And I am a living testimony to that because despite of my condition, I am still gripping tightly onto Him. I know that He will give the desires of my heart if only I continue to have faith, pray, worship, believe, and love Him. And I know that in this time of difficulties, I have Him by my side. I will truly submit all my worries and anxieties up to Him, and truly the rest will follow. That I will have the job that He has planned for me.
I am looking forward to that.